Simple Hobby : it's not about money !

I like to take pictures. Friends say, you are not the best if you are not holding a leica, so I bought a lot cameras, i have enough "Leica", i have few limited & expensive glass, but none make me enjoying taking picture.
I was afraid to scratch it, i was worrying a bad thing to happen on my expensive stuff, i couldn't use it as i don't want to break it, losing some value of it.
At the end i sell it all. Buying cheap camera, that i can't use with faith, a tool in my hand, not a collector stuff, something that i can bump it along the way with no fear, and actually, it is still a leica i have in my hand.
What is changed?
My mental mind of using it.
Who is the master? Who is the slave?
I know these are expensive, but i am not going to babysit them all again. If it broke, let it broke, but i get a lot of happyness and joy of using it, no fear, just pure enjoyment.
Now, i am not a slave anymore.
Hobby is about joy, and enjoyment. It's not about money.